Awakened Soul

I've always touched the sky through my imaginations and I've always come up with unimaginable thoughts that noone can even think about but my only problem is that one part of my brian keeps on fighting with the other part of my brain and I've never come to the conclusion.

I've so many things in my brian which I don't want to wash without knowing it completely.

Once I was sharp enough to justify things all by myself now I can't even take my own decisions and I'm not blaming anybody for it but I need to know how to develop sense over sense to control it and utilize it when it's needed in the right manner of time!